I like making other people happy. I like making their day. I like leaving simple little messages to remind people how important they are or how beautiful they are. Some people really need it. Some times, with out realizing it, you can turn some one’s bad day into a slightly better day. At least you can make them smile. To know I made a few people smile tonight has made this day so much better and not a complete waste.
First day back from break and it was terrible. I know I should not complain about school…a good friend taught me that I am lucky enough to be able to attend school. But today was just terrible. I woke up not feeling well but since it was the first day back from a break, I had to go to school. We only had nyquil in the house so I was drowsy and grumpy all day. Then one of my friends decided today would be a great day to be a jerk and play the infamous game of “let’s try to piss Amy off”. Needless to say, I will not be speaking to him for awhile.
Tomorrow we are doing our first anatomy dissection and I am less than thrilled. Mainly because I know the whole partners thing for the lab is going to be a problem. Second of all, I do not want to play with the liver or small intestine of a frog. A cadaver I could do. But a frog? No thanks.
I’m fed up with the attention seeking bitch of a friend I have. Sorry to be a bitch here but seriously the fake giggling and high pitched whine is getting old. Talk normally and stop turning into some fake bitch. And I am not saying this because I am jealous of your “new bff”. Honey, I could care less and newsflash, I have been friends with her for years now. Get. Over. Yourself.
I’ve made a few recent mistakes and since today was not rough enough of course they had to keep popping in my head to remind me what a terrible person I have been as of late. I know it is no excuse but school has literally taken over. I mean I don’t even do half my work anymore (hello senioritis…great time to kick in) but I am still so overwhelmed. I haven’t kept in touch with the people I should and I am starting to realize what a mistake that is. I am truly sorry and I really hope I can mend these broken friendships asap.
So…sorry for those of you who a) have to see this on your dash and b) attempted to read this. I needed someplace to vent and make myself feel slightly better about this day. I’m going to drink a cup of hot chocolate, finish this stats study guide and go to bed. Hopefully tomorrow will be better.